i need to reevaluate my life - again, because clearly i give fucks about wrong things, people and ideas.
i am now concentrating on my goals and abilities and talents, and the way i look can not be a priority, lack of love can not be a priority. my circumstances simply do not allow me to focus on my misery, my ego, my soul. the only way i am going to improve myself is by doing something and following my heart.
i owe a lifetime to those who are so far but so close at the same time.